o trust her again? It won’t be easy but our relationship deserves another chance. We were supposed to spend the rest of our lives together. I defied so many people because of my love for Emili. I risked losing all of my friends and my family for her. She means that much to me and I can’t just watch it die like that. I won’t do it! I’m already halfway dead. Just let me finish the job. I just want everyone to get out of my house and leave me alone!!”“You know we’re not gonna do that. We love you too much Tristyn. You are one of the strongest people I know. You can get through this.”“That’s the thing! Everyone thinks that I am this strong person, but I’m not! I act like I have it all together. That’s what I want people to see. It’s not me though! I have a heart that won’t let me be strong right now. Just because I act as though nothing bothers me doesn’t mean that I am strong. It just means that I am good at masking my feelings. Why in the hell do you think I’ve been pushing Emili away? Is it because I don’t care? No, because it was the easiest thing to do! Maybe I want to take the easy way out right now but it’s my life and my choice. I love you Larry. You are my best friend. I’m not trying to hurt you or anyone else. This is just what I need to do right now. Make sure you tell everyone that I didn’t have a choice and I didn’t do this to hurt anyone. I did it to make all of the pain go away. Tell my mom I love her and she is my best friend. Tell her I’m sorry and that none of this was her fault. Make sure she knows how much I love her and that I never questioned her love for me.”Tristyn turns and walks toward Emili. She knows this is the last time she will ever see those beautiful blue eyes. She soaks in every detail of how Emili looks at this moment. “I love you...
