ut high school I was heavily involved in music and was the top percussionist in my school and was Drumline Captain for two years.  After I graduated I was offered a job teaching the line I once led.  When I decided to go to UMKC I knew I would be giving up the chance to perform but I thought that my literary career with English would be more important.  Regardless I quickly found out that I wanted to play in a Drumline again.  Luckily the guy I teach with at my old high school is the section leader for the University of Kansas drumline and he offered me a spot on his snare line if I wanted it.  This was the chance I was looking for.Quickly my life changed.  I applied to KU and I am already to start attending in the fall of 2002, but there was still one barrier.  What was I going to do?  I didn’t want to do music as a major, but did I still want to do English?  I had no idea.  Once again I was totally lost.Looking back over my academic career I have noticed several things.  First off I tend to idolize some of my teachers.  There are two in particular; both were English teachers.  In high school I love to read and write.  I was always seen with a book and always seen jotting stuff down.  These two teachers really influenced me and caused me to heavily consider a career with books.  Another push in favor of English was my family.  I have probably one of the most educated families around with several PhD’s and countless master’s degrees floating around.  Included is a Naval captain two years away from making Admiral, four or five professional authors, a mathematician, and countless educators.  Through these people my life was pretty much set.  However I quickly realized that my sense of literacy was through their ideals not mine.  It took a life-altering event and an English assignment a year later to do it, but I finally realized that I was standing at my crossroads and I had to make my move right now.I looked at my inter...