ant to go. I now focus on my priorities and set goals for myself, Job applications started to get filled out and I though it was about time to take school a little more seriously. I now know what my goals are and so far I'm reaching them even if it is at a slow pace. One thing I came to realize is that death became real to me, and it can come at anytime. SO while I’m around I feel that I should fulfill all my dreams or do whatever I could to achieve them. Today I look back to that dreaded day of October 3rd 2000 like a big slap in the face. It might have been the wake up call I needed, but I just wish I didn’t receive it in that way. Realizing your not invincible is not something I took too easily, but then again no one said life is easy.Lula...
