I Used to Go to Church               When my doctors thought               I saw my father               slumped over               in a painted chair   sunlight              wearing faded paisley              boxer shorts              Before I was sure              if I should call              out to him              he got up              & moved through the room              looking at everything              picking up photographs              of my friends              cupping the mug              I'd used for tea              His hands ran              along the edge              of the dining table              as if the objects              he touched              could tell him              the few things              he wanted to know              about my life              My old man              opened a window              & the wind rushed in              bringing birds              Pigeons perched              on his outstretched arms              & on his head              Each one cooed              a single note              but the sounds mingled              together              like a chorale              of bell ringers              & my father              he did nothing              to stop it...