My Friend My lonely soul is shivering in despairI have never in my life made a more precious sarificeI have given my heart awaythe heart that was once mineForever am I indebt to youI gave you my heart and you took it awayI gave you my soul and you gave me nothingyou only gave me a reason to sufferCleverly you lurk in the darkyou reach your own goalsyou destroy other people's livesyou feed on others' happinessI beg you to teach me what suffering meansI ask you to lend me my heart backI want to experience pain againI want to know what pain really isI sit down and think how lucky I was to be humanto feel for othersto feel myselfmy stolen selfI promise you with everything that is still left in methat soon the day will comethat soon my friend it will be your turn to sufferand then a heartless person that I have becomeI will watch youunable to sympathize anymore;I will look at you from where I amI will laugh at youI will drink in yout toastI will even celebrate your miseryAnd then I promise you that I will repay my debtthat I will tear your heart off as you have once done to meI will make you cry until your eyes wear outI will make you scream till your voice fades awayI will make you witness yourself dwarfI will make you witness yourself die slowlyI promise you that the day will comewhen you will helplessly come ask me what friends are forwhen you will come to me on your kneescrying, pleading my forgivenessbegging me to forget what you have done to meand I assure you that mercy will have no road to my soulthat revenge will be all that I see;it will be everything that you witness...
