is that seeks expression is not being heard. The only way may be to wish for it’s expression and respect the path it travels.So here I am at this place with emerging purpose originating in my body but my head won’t let go. A simple action, a walk on the beach leads to a discovery that loneliness may be loneliness not just for the expression of objective purpose but for the acknowledgement of all of who I am. To seek to objectify my purpose by putting it down in concrete terms seems to suggest that any statement of purpose will have to made from a mind that has previously been disposed towards not including all of myself. At last rationality finds some kind of limit to what the mind alone can be reasonably asked to perform. Some new poetic language which includes the nature of the feeling of self with rational description seems necessary to bring about this synthesis – oops there I go again putting the cart before the horse. I need to pay attention to how I feel and when I feel it before I go imagining a language which could describe it.The question remains as to what techniques and models would best suit this type of emergence. I would be grateful for suggestions that might help to focus attention on this early emergence that I describe. I believe that my discussion and exploration of the detail of this emergence will be central to my project both as an inspiration to compassion and the development of best suited tools to use at this stage....
