reas that were keeping me from a relationship with Him. I argued with Him the whole week. I said God, I don’t want to change!! I don’t want to let go of those things! I remember sitting there in one of the services, I had been crying the whole time, and He said to me, “Lindsey, let go, I want to use you.” And I said, “No, I don’t want to.” About half way through the week, I woke up and I had this song stuck in my head. “He who began a good work in you will be faithful to complete it.” I woke up every morning singing this song. I left straight from conference to come to ORU. I was still very fickle and there were so many things that I still had to repent of. Slowly but surely, the Spirit broke me down. I was able to release so many things, and worship Him like never before. There are still things that I need to let go of, some areas where He needs to break me. I fight with my inward self everyday. His ministry in my life right now is mostly that of a comfort and a guide. Satan has been attacking me from all angles possible, but God has shown me how to cast my cares upon Him and let His Spirit be my comfort. I know that my future is in His hands and that He is going to use me in some mighty ways! In conclusion, the Holy Spirit works in mysterious ways! Sometimes we don’t agree with Him and that is when we have to submit ourselves to His authority and just do what He says. Without the love of Christ and His Spirit, we are lost. He has a ministry in each of our lives and a ministry to the world. Once we learn to grow from Him, then we can help others and continue His work in the world. ...
