o worry about things too much, now that I am always able to make the best of my situation, it makes things much easier for me to handle.I never regret a second of doing all I could to help out Spencer. I always admired him for his courage in being able to deal with the situation he was put into. I feel that even though Spencer will never be the same without his brother, his death has made Spencer a stronger person who has experienced much more of life's painful sides. I feel that by being there to experience what Spencer was feeling during those horrible times, I was made a stronger and better person because of Spencer. I used to laugh when Spencer called himself Superman, but now I feel that he is a real life Superman. Although he's missing the agility and the string that shoots out of his wrists, he has all the other qualities of a real life super hero....