Data Bases • Custom Term Papers • Free Term Papers • Free Research Papers • Free Essays • Free Book Reports • Plagiarism? Links • Top 100 Term Paper Sites • Top 25 Essay Sites • Top 50 Essay Sites • Search 97,000 Papers @ DirectEssays.com • Search 101,000 Papers @ ExampleEssays.com • Search 90,000 Papers @ MegaEssays.com Free Essays • Term Paper Sites • Chuck III's Free Essays • Free College Essays • TermPaperSites.com • My Term Papers • Get Free Essays • Essay World • Planet Papers	Search Lots of Essays Back to Subjects - Sociology None Provided12 None Provided12 When I told you about my problem it was for help not criticism! I did not except to get a lecture on how I知 really not a part of this family and all the mistakes I have made in my life. I may not be as close with you and Melissa as you are to each other but the grounds are different I am a 22 year old unmarried without children college student who takes a bigger part in her families life than most her age. I may not be exactly what you want but I am me and can not change that I seem to get lectured on my shallowness towards men. Anyone who would really know what痴 in my heart knows that shallowness is not a part. (Did you ever stop to think maybe I just want the real thing not the kind you fool yourself with? Maybe I should know before than but I知 only human and I make mistakes! I wish it would work out different my whole life it is harder on me when I hurt some one else痴 fillings than when they hurt mine. As far as my friends go they are good to me and I to them. If I need help from any of them they would give it to me unconditionally. Some are not perfect but who is? They have morals and believe in helping others even Mechel! Any one at this age group still has a lot to learn about themselves and there environment so to blame them for part of this is unfair!!! I wish I would have never got you involved now that I know I知 not the only one who wants to change there drinking habits I have a lot of out side help. And when you woke me up this morning Ill I heard was forget about school!! And to me school is the most important thing in my life without a doubt sure sure I know I haven稚 been perfect and my grades are not that great I could have done better and so on. Just like I will never in my life understand the triumphs and tribulations of your life; you will never understand how frustrating it is to have to take 2 hours to accomplish something that took everyone else 30minutes. It was the best move I could have ever made going to HACC the classes are small enough for one on one help and they rely more on projects where as other schools rely on exams for a 100 kid class. I have not drank Ill week I知 not addictive I just needed a good slap in the face to make me realize what I was doing (pinky swear) some times you get caught up in habits good or bad and the just become a part of you for awhile I love you very much we just seem to be on different levels the thing that hurts the most is I fooled myself in to believing that we learned how to get along when I値l we really did was learn how to avoid conflict. I知 glad that the rest of the family gets along so well and that as far as your concerned I stand on the outside. Do you have any idea what that does to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Yes Yes I know you are hurt to and I知 sorry! But it is not about you it is about me and if this is really truly the only way you know how to help than thank you from the bottom of my heart and I知 sorry I cant see you. Love Jennifer Bibliography: none Word Count: 609
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