is our life.I have cried my tears of fear, I have talked out my emotions, and I can tell you that no matter how many people are willing to lend you a shoulder or an ear, that it does not matter because this is an internal turmoil, and others can not fix. Facing reality is a sure fear in itself but facing it alone creates sheer terror. My reality has changed and my dreams have been placed on hold. I have spent sleepless night wondering if I have made the right decision. I wonder how many friends I will have by the end of everything, but I always seem to come to my senses because all I really need is myself. Sometimes we as people experience things, things that create so much pain and so many mixed emotions that in the chaos we lose ourselves and in return must find ourselves....
