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being pregnant

being pregnant I am five months pregnant and single, I am in a situation that I never thought that I would have to face. As far as life experiences go, I can truly tell you that dealing with pregnancy at eight-teen is truly a life changing and stressful event. My boyfriend and I were so happy; we were such a “perfect couple.” He was truly a great guy, and I ,a well rounded character. I thought I knew him but fate would prove me wrong. He once told me that we would make it through anything, but I knew this was different he had dreams, and so much potential, this would surely detour him from his goals in life. My partner knew as well as I did that me getting pregnant was an accident but in the end he did not hesitate walking out on me, and there my chaos began. Stress is plenty and more for me even at this phase in my pregnancy. As a soon to be mother I have to consider what I am going to do about school, work, and life. In four months it is not going to be just me it is going to be my baby and me. The fear that rings in my mind when I think of being called mom is almost deafening. I did not mean to get pregnant but I did take the chance therefore, I must take the responsibility. The responsibility of being pregnant is surely not as sever as actually having a baby but it is truly a preparation course. I feel almost scared when I go to the doctor. I keep close eyes on my food intake and eating habits, so that I can have enough supplements for both of us. I have to keep my baby safe because she can not do it on her own. I have to prepare myself for life with my baby; it is not only a mind set but also a physical one. I have to be prepared to make sacrifice and present stability in a child’s life even though I am still young. I have to face responsibility and understand it and achieve it. I have to face my fears, and run at them so that I may conquer life to the fullest. I must stand on my own feet and make my own decisions because this is my life; no this is our life. I have cried my tears of fear, I have talked out my emotions, and I can tell you that no matter how many people are willing to lend you a shoulder or an ear, that it does not matter because this is an internal turmoil, and others can not fix. Facing reality is a sure fear in itself but facing it alone creates sheer terror. My reality has changed and my dreams have been placed on hold. I have spent sleepless night wondering if I have made the right decision. I wonder how many friends I will have by the end of everything, but I always seem to come to my senses because all I really need is myself. Sometimes we as people experience things, things that create so much pain and so many mixed emotions that in the chaos we lose ourselves and in return must find ourselves. Bibliography:

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