grateful that she still had Emili in her life. Tristyn was finally doing okay until Emili decided that she made a mistake and she wanted Tristyn back. Tristyn’s emotions ran hot and cold because she knew she loved Emili and wanted to be with her, but she also knew that she could never forget what Emili did and she didn’t know if she would ever be able to trust her again. She decided the best thing she could do was push Emili away. She hated to do it because she knew that she was tearing Emili apart, but she thought it would be best in the end. She wanted to be with Emili, but she kept pushing her away, hoping she would start believing that she didn’t want to be with her. Emili began to believe that she didn’t have a chance, while Tristyn was realizing that she couldn’t really go on in her life without Emili. Tristyn had always told her friends that she was tired of getting hurt by guys and she was just going to become a lesbian. Surely everything would be easier that way. Boy was she wrong! It was just as hard to be a lesbian, but in the end it was worth it because the bond she shared with Emili was so much stronger than any she had ever shared with any of her boyfriends. Tristyn thought of all this while lying on the couch. This past brought her to today which could possibly be the worst day of her life. She told Emili she had made a mistake and she did want to be with her and nothing else mattered as long as they had each other. Emili told Tristyn that she loved her more than anything, but there would always be a lack of trust and things would never work. It was ironic how they could never want to be together and make things work at the same time. They both knew they loved each other and wanted to be with each other, but they were having a problem with having the feelings simultaneously. Tristyn walks into the bedroom where Emili is packing up all of her stuff. She has to try and change...
