Emili’s mind just one more time. There has to be something she can do.“Emili, please just stop. We can work this out. We both know that we are supposed to be together. You told me that yourself just the other day. Please don’t leave.” Tristyn cries.“You are the one who told me to leave. You said that you didn’t want me here anymore. I am just doing what you told me to do.” Emili replies.“I want you to do a lot of things but this is the only one you will actually take me up on! That’s amazing! I don’t want you to leave Emili. You are my life. I’m just trying to push you away because I don’t know what else to do. I know I don’t want you to leave though. We’ve been through too much just to throw it all away.”Emili doesn’t know what do to. She knows that she loves Tristyn and she knows that they are supposed to be together. She also knows that she betrayed Tristyn’s trust in her and she doesn’t think she can ever get it back.“What am I supposed to do?” Emili thinks.It’s going to kill me every morning to wake up and not see Tristyn next to me. I love holding her at night. I’m going to miss all the little things like goofing off and laughing at each other for no reason. I love the lazy days we have together where I just hold her all day long and know that whatever happens we have each other. I do want to be with Tristyn but she will never trust me and things will never work. She will always bring up the past and I will always have to live with knowing what I did to her. She is just talking crazy when she says she is going to kill herself. Emili hears a noise in the kitchen. She runs in there and Tristyn is looking in the drawer that holds the knives. She is hysterical and can’t stop crying. Emili grabs a knife and puts it to her own throat.“If you want to cut someone, cut me!...
