s were the same. At one point I figured your importance to our son would fade like your presence, but his demeanor has shown me otherwise. He makes sure that your name is still respected, and that your kingdom can still one day be ruled by you. His courage has reinforced my hopes that one day you will return. To this day I still wish that I was able to see you and feel you. You r presence was so imperative to our kingdom, which to me has fallen to shambles. It has been so hard for a women and a young man to run such a well known kingdom. Such fools and idiotic are the men who reside in your kingdom. Which brings me to the acknowledgment of the many suitors on your property. Their behavior is so atrocious, the riots and ruckus they make all over the house, it sure shows how immature they are. Their presentation as suitors shows such ignorance it fears me to imagine how they can act as kings running a kingdom. They behave as if your bounty and provisions are for all to bear without any care they fail to remember there are others trying to live off this bounty. The animals and wines are used all the time as if a feast is constant. They are always rude to those who serve them and acknowledge me as any whore with many gifts to offer. If they only knew that if you were here their actions would not be tolerated. They refuse to return to their homes until I choose one as next king. It is a constant brawl and rage over who is best and who can provide more. The house is in total chaos, and your son prefers for his father to have been dead rather then alive while others have off with your bounty and joke of your kingship. None of these men ever acted as so you are deceased nor have enough respect to have mourned you. They rather act as if you never exsisted and try to take your thrown. They are eating up our house and home in hopes of courting me who till this day have not pronounced my means of marriage to any man in Ithaca. I ...
