soley hope and pray that when that day comes to pass your presence is ever so prevalent and I will no longer have to avoid their boyish acts. I so wish to bring theses matters to an end and they will all return to their homes and let us regain ours. They are making havoc of our estate and next thing I will know it will no longer be on our home but on all who reside in it. Oh Ulysses when shall you return 19years of this anguish that I can no longer bear. Life is so incomplete without you and my importance is not even considered. Since your departure, all the lives of all those living in Ithaca have so been lost, the stories of your ventures and returns still pronounce out of their mouths and how they all hope you will return from you last expenditure. Even some I might say still doubt your well being and your exsistence. I never knew that I the daughter of Icarius would fall to losing my husband and having to marry any suitor. This I prefer for it is known that when a daughter is to be married she must return home and her father is the one to choose her proper husband. Beloved, I have prolonged this process for far to long and my suitors are getting restless. Our son no longer tolerates their rudeness and I am afraid that one day I will find him killed. The suitors do not suit to our son very well for he is stubborn in his ways just as you. Which I am ever so confident in him for without our son and his inspiration on me I would never know where I would be or who I would be without Telemachus. Until the day I feel your tender lips and warming arms will I ever be sane again. My love without you I am a kingdom with no king, like a world with no god, and a sunflower with no sun. How I have lived so long with out 0you I have no clue but my aspirations of holding you again has my heart racing. Until then my beloved when I can no longer write such words but express them all over your body with sweet tender kisses. ...
