papi1: and i have to start somewhere... i just dont know where Cool H11: Will, i know you are going through rough times, and like I said, I do not and probably will never completely understand, but you are right by saying you must start somewhere, adn you obviously must give her as much time as posible...i honestly don't know how long that is going to be Grandpapi1: yeah i know... i wasnt really sure if i should call yet... but i really need to tell her this *censored* Cool H11: you should have called Cool H11: you definitely should have called Grandpapi1: when Cool H11: even if she isn't ready to talk yet, the fact that you called is important Grandpapi1: i was waiting till i thought we could talk... i mean obviously it wouldnt be happy chatting... but i cant make it up to her when she is just yellling... but i dont want her to stop being as angry as she is, i know i deserve it Cool H11: this is also true Grandpapi1: is she even going to remember that i called her tomorrow? Cool H11: yes, and don't worry i will remind her Grandpapi1: appreciated Cool H11: i just hope you learn from this, and it sounds like you will Cool H11: i feel like in a way this was the tip of the iceberg... Cool H11: i mean... Grandpapi1: well... the point is i am sorry... oh god you arent kdding... im sorry that i hurt her so much and sorry that on some levels i was dihonest to all of you Grandpapi1: you mean tip of the iceberg with me? Grandpapi1: yes that would be an understatement... at some points over the weekend i was ready to call it quits this semester so i could figure *censored* out Cool H11: i mean that is definitely for you to decide...but what i meant is.,..i don't think you could have picked a more innocent, lovable, and unbelievable person to hurt...so it was the tip if you will Cool H11: and in your life, with all of this *censored* going on..obviously also the tip Grandpapi1: true... and true... i know, she is the swe...
