as opinion... Grandpapi1: no... you should Grandpapi1: i have no illusions Grandpapi1: about what is going on Cool H11: will...i honestly think you are a great person, but I can't lie and say that you completely and utterly dissapointed me...i don't really understand your personal situation, but i feel that no matter what is going on in your life, nothing and absolutely nothing can justify how you made michelle feel Grandpapi1: i know Grandpapi1: i am in no way making excuses... i dont have one Cool H11: i think about our times in jamaica and i hate myself for not knowing and recognizing what was going on...right in front of my eyes...i think about us dancing and how we talked about michelle and i feel like a complete idiot... Cool H11: i guess i just don't understand, and i'm sure i never will... Grandpapi1: im not exactly a simple person Cool H11: i completely understand this... Cool H11: but i feel like you made things more difficult for yourself Grandpapi1: oh i figured that out Cool H11: that's a step Grandpapi1: but that was part of it... its like ive been slipping for so long... i hit a point where i knew it was going to get a lot worse but i had to be honest about it and start over with a lot of people... myself included Cool H11: i don't expect you to explain to me your exact situation, but you have to stop playing with other people's minds before you can be taken seriously again Grandpapi1: i know Cool H11: obvioulsy the first step is knowing yourself...that is more important than anything, i truly believe that...but stepping over other people is not how to achieve this goal... Grandpapi1: again i say it isnt important after the fact... but i never ever had any malicious thought in my head, and i know that doesnt even make much sense... but i wasnt trying to save myself by hurting her thi sbadly... Grandpapi1: i dont know Grandpapi1: i just know that i have a lot to make up to he Grandpapi1: r Grand...
