something bad in this endless quest for perfection? There shouldn't, but the results of these promises that never come true are far from what I (even though I am not a religious person) see as heaven.It might seem a bit harsh to say that we are living in a dream world. But anyway, we are living in a dream world, through images and visions. This is a way for us humans to define ourselves as something bigger as something greater. The definition arouses from the pictures and expectations we give and try to fulfil. Given to us by our comrades, media and our desperate need to develop. And all this does not stop in the language we speak or the lies we tell, it goes on to affect our way of walking, our natural dialect, the way we dress, what we consider as good artwork, everything; the way we live and breath, what we choose as our hobby. It is a knockout by the surroundings, the master plan of human created environment. The big brother watching. So is this the so called deeper (as I mentioned earlier), or can we go even deeper? Our first drive, instinct, is the drive to survive. This explains the lie a child tells his/her mother about the broken window next-door, but does it fit this picture of social play, competition. Why not? It might not be clearly a question of survival, but it definitely is a question of social hierarchy and a question of acceptance and these three surely are somewhat connected to each other. If a person gets thrown away from the crowd, from his/hers herd, it absolutely turns to be a question of survival. Our second drive (at least according to Freud) is the sexual drive, the need to breed, and this without a doubt is inseparable with the question of social acceptance. But are we so afraid of dying and celibacy that we mould ourselves, our expressions to meet the needs of others, that mould themselves to meet the needs of others and so on. Surely this would be too easy of an explanation for a case this complicated, but ...
